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Coronavirus Quarantine Is Hell for People With Anxiety Disorders: ‘I Couldn’t Stop Clicking On Everything’

Want the best of VICE News straight to your inbox? Sign up here.Sara Simpson thought she would be fine when her husband and son decided to stay at his parents’ house during the coronavirus pandemic. Her in-laws are older, she thought, and they might need help or company. “I’m alone a lot,” said Simpson, a…

Coronavirus Quarantine Is Hell for People With Anxiety Disorders: ‘I Couldn’t Stop Clicking On Everything’

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Sara Simpson thought she would be fine when her husband and son decided to stay at his parents’ house during the coronavirus pandemic.

Her in-laws are older, she thought, and they might need help or company.

“I’m alone a lot,” said Simpson, a 39-year-old stay-at-home mom. “I didn’t think it would be an issue.”

But after President Trump declared a national emergency, Simpson couldn’t tear herself away from her phone. She started to panic.

“I couldn’t stop clicking on everything,” she said. “I started thinking about my dad and the older people I know, and I burst out crying. I went into the room and sat in the dark until 4 a.m.”

Simpson was diagnosed with generalized anxiety disorder 13 years ago. She usually uses medication to control the symptoms, but her fear of coronavirus was moving toward obsession. While much of the nation is being asked to stay inside and avoid contact with people — perhaps for weeks — that’s weighing heavily on the 40 million Americans with anxiety disorders, who worry about spreading or contracting respiratory illness but also need contact with others to manage.

“My brain in my anxiety state thinks that the more information I have, the more I know, the more safe I can be and the people I love will be.”

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Beyond the spread of infection, COVID-19, the illness caused by the coronavirus, is fueling a full-blown anxiety crisis. Organizations, including the World Health Organization, the Centers for Disease Control, the American Psychiatric Association, and the Center for Traumatic Stress released guidelines and resources, all published in February and March, to help the public and mental health professionals cope.

“People are very distressed. People with panic symptoms are panicking more frequently, more intensely,” said David H. Rosmarin, founder and director for the Center for Anxiety in New York City.

For Simpson and others like her, everything becomes a stresser: fear of spreading the illness, grappling with their own mortality, standing in grocery store lines, and watching the economic markets careen. And for many, there’s some shame in struggling. Simpson still hasn’t reached out to her doctor, even though she’s been seeing her for eight years.

“Here’s why it’s so hard for someone with anxiety,” Simpson said. “Things are changing so fast, so you get your mind used to one thing — maybe this is the last thing? — but then it keeps changing.”

“My brain in my anxiety state thinks that the more information I have, the more I know, the more safe I can be and the people I love will be,” she added.

Millions of Americans are either diagnosed with depression or have at least one depressive episode each year, and many are taking antidepressants to treat disorders and manage their symptoms. The U.S. Food and Drug Administration is watching the international supply chains to make sure drugs manufactured abroad can still get into the country — as of the end of February, the agency said just one unspecified medication had a shortage because of the supply chain.

While there isn’t a drug shortage in the U.S., other difficulties exist: The CDC recommends having at least a two-week supply of prescriptions at home, but insurance companies often will cover only a month at a time. If people want or need more, they’re forced to pay out-of-pocket — or buy from abroad.

Treating anxiety, depression, or other diagnoses like PTSD, obsessive compulsive disorder, and addiction also often requires physical connection. People diagnosed with depression are told to reach out — to doctors, to friends. They’re encouraged to go outside, see loved ones, drag themselves to yoga, the gym, happy hour, AA meetings.

Now, with millions under quarantine, that treatment isn’t safe — at least, not for the moment.

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“Now it almost becomes rational”

In Albuquerque, Paul Vasquez started a Facebook group on Tuesday to be a virtual space for friends and strangers — mostly from his hometown of Houston — who are struggling and want to talk through how they’re coping with stress.

“If you’re able to get on the Internet, we have the whole world at our fingertips,” the 36-year-old said. “Even if you feel alone, the reality is that you’re not alone.”

Vasquz, a shopper for Instacart, was diagnosed with depression, anxiety, and PTSD in 2009, and he’s spending as much time at home as he can. For now, that’s a fifth-wheel camper that hitches to the back of a truck and bounces over freeway bumps. It’s about 200 square feet with a small kitchen and a bathroom.

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